Change

'What do I change, K?'

You don't need to change anything. It happens on its own.

'Then what do I do?'

Just allow it to happen.

Universe

He spoke the magic word
And broke the spell-
Of inconspicuous isolated existence

The Only Best Way To Go

I can never choose for another.
And I see,
That I never want to nudge another,
In any particular direction.

No matter how much I may see or know, No matter how much one may trust me.
What I can do at most, is prompt-
So one may recognise the nudge of their inner self~

After all,
We all have our paths to walk
And who am I?
To decide
Or push another to do a particular thing
Which may not be in their best interest?

After all,
How am I to ever know?
That,
Which each can best recognise only themselves-
No matter how "advanced" or "holy" or "authorised" or "knowledgeable" another may be?

And who am I,
To claim ownership-
On any damn moment of another's life?And take away their joy,
Of owning their life,
And every moment that forms it?

Unless ofcourse,
We choose to give each their due,
In helping shape our lives,
In gratitude.

Yet,
I will never be one
To ever,
Take away that joy from another-
The Joy of Owning One's Own Life :)

SEGOA 18 April 2019

Truest deepest most heartfelt dream:
Autonomy.

Most valued:
Being held in regard, thus holding all other in regard.

Most feared:
Being trampled over, thus ensuring no trampling over anyone.

Most loved:
Being real.

Film connect

A Little Princess on Ram Navami and it has Ramayana elements in it... 14-04-2019

The Hunchback of Notre Dame a few hours before the Cathedral is in news for a fire and the film shows it surrounded by fire... 15-04-2019

Stand by You

I will not patronise you
Nor will I ever feel sorry for you
There really is no need

If there is anything I shall do
It is to stand quietly by your side
When the world steps aside

And when the world steps back in, cheering you on
Expect me not to stay put
Because there will always be others it leaves behind

In this flux of attention and ignorance
I will stay on holding this space
For you to grow beyond all fallacies

Meet me there if you will
For there is where
I shall ever remain

Just Stop

Why do you tear yourself apart,
To hold others together?!

Don't you see?

That when you are torn,
The world is torn;
And when the world is torn,
You are further torn?!

Stop this foolishness, I say
Stop this foolishness...

Reclaim your right to be whole,
Your right to call out every asshole;
And your right to say what is,
Without the burden of carrying its blame.

Wake up, I say
Wake up...

Lest you may find yourself left wondering,
Why the world never heals-
Why it remains torn in shreds.

While you fail to ever see,
How you bleed-
When you tear yourself to shreds.

Just stop, I say
Just stop...

Shifts of Learning

Dear One,

I am back again at square zero.

After having completed a cycle of four years,
And having come across to the other side,
An understanding has arisen:

That hey!
I have ended up mastering a weakness from my previous cycle after all!

This realisation came about thanks to the finale yesterday,
Which had many expressing in affirmation what I am only beginning to accept.

I am saving the following words of testimony received this morning here,
For looking back upon,
When perhaps,
I may have completed a next cycle :)


"Hi Reema

Good morning

SD here

A's mother

I really appreciate your hard work! :)

I'm very impressed by your communication skills

I could see (sic) as a leader somewhere someday

:)

More power to you!"
 

These words stand crucial for more reasons than one.
As if inspired by the Universe.

Let me also tell you,
That my communication with parents of my lovely students,
Has always been limited to the professional sphere.
And here,
She has gone out of her way to write these precious words on a personal note.
Thank you (*)

Universe all the way~

To give you a better insight into what I am arriving at,
Communication is precisely the skill that I had found myself lacking in thoroughly, in my previous cycle of work
And when I read these words as they came upon completion of my current cycle;
Alongwith the next set of words that follow,
I cannot help but wonder:
Didn't I think of leadership as my weakness in this cycle?   
Wasn't this also the reason that had me decide to close this cycle?
Because I didn't find myself up for taking on the new role of leadership that I was naturally expected to play?

I wonder...

So yes,
I look forward in curiosity,
To discover what's in store for me ahead~
Clues are being shared in plenty,
From different directions-
And they are working to prepare me for the next adventure :D

All I want to say is,

Thank you (*)

And

BRING IT ON!!!

The Unseen

'What's been making you so angry
My army of trees and I will come and beat them up'

Could it have been anyone other than le trusty friend, who could've instantly made ze feel better with such magical words as these? NO. Abso-remote-ly not!

I realise also,
How much I have truly missed her and the absolutely fantastical world she has the natural ability to weave into daily moments of living..

And I realise also,
How I have ended up being surrounded by beings that lack imagination (or the mere expression of it) although they may have sharp minds and maybe a little heart.

I don't mean to judge,
But I never thought it would impact me as much;
Until I realise,
How I have been feeling shitty most of the time
Because if I am about anything at all,
It is the unseen.